Monday, December 9, 2013

marry cant divorce

Marry is a wonderful moment. Marry to someone cant be force, cant be want have sex, cant only for play, cant be only love. Forever together for marriage the thing is must have communication, no secret and also from God's Jesus. When we have to decided to live with him or her must accept all his or her what he or she had all things. As a husband love his wife so much because of his wife very pretty and few years later specially when his's wife pregnant, its really hard for women to back to slim.. some more women hormone is more than men so we cant hope wife to be slim as soon as possible. Next, when husband and wife together do not have hide anything with each other. example they had their own mobile phone and we can put our password and we must let our partner know because husband and wife 2 become 1. other example, for the bank account. can have 2 account but the amount each other must know about it. cannot said this is for own private and for future if he or she do not want have the treasure. when he or she got plan for this so one of them or both of them willing to divorce in future or might have think for break up. every partner also have the problem. divorce cant make the problem settle. so guys lets think twice and divorce not make a good deal for settle the problem. every partner sure have the problem.. problem make us more know each other well.. for a lot example, for a small things like toothpaste not press from bottom to top and argue come out. So i want to tell u all do not play with the marry.. God's Jesus do not want us to divorce...

Anton Winoto

Sunday, December 8, 2013

恋爱和永爱

谈恋爱是很开心的事,因为和喜欢的人在一起。或许爱一个人能在一起一下是因为两方的错或对对方的爱不够。谈恋爱是断站的开心是一下罢了。如果真的很爱一个人不管这样会对另一半着想。一当进入结婚是一定要对彼此跟恩爱和开心。因为结婚是刚开始的第一步。我寻找自己的爱情,但我觉得自己的选择是会错的。因为我们两方没有公开的面具。我觉得让上帝给我的安排我的未来和幸福。或许我和她不能和结束了,我还依然的爱他。我真的要把我和他的事解决吧。但我们不能挽回我希望你真的不要向世界一样和慢慢的离开神。我每天都听YOUTUBE教会的讲到让我变得跟有力量。希望明年的我会比较开心。

王德秀上

Friday, December 6, 2013

Dec 2013

Its December.. end of the 2013 year. now i have to plan my saving money... i do not want to spend into other not useful thing... i planning that i want to save 50% of my salary and other 10 for church and 5 for offering and 10 for my parents and other 25 for my daily use... but i think twice that i cant save too much... i just want to use the kwsp way for help me save my future money... so i will take out 22% from my income. and other 15% in Church. 33% i will put in my FD... and other i will spend on my daily use like shopping, play badminton and other... i hopefully i can control my saving plan and try do not expend more than 30% from my income.. because in future my family need the money.. so i feel that i can manage my plan well. i also want to learn English well and must change my life to be active and more active in my work side... i waste my time with my useless things and waste my time on someone that i really love so much.. but for me i and her cant be back and be a good end... so i feel that its good for me to let her go and just focus on my work and my family and important is my Jesus... Yes i long time did not go to my Own church but for me important is our hearth is for Jesus and keep pray to HIM. when i am down i feel of thinking of someone... human can hurt me but Jesus not leave me alone.. for people do not know who are HIM maybe though i keep pray but HE not reply my pray. i can tell you all when we pray HE is listening to us and want us to be more pray to him and make our heart to JESUS only... HE will give the way for us.. the Best way... Believe me... Jesus is the Way To the Heaven...

AntonWinoto

Monday, November 25, 2013

24 Nov 2013

Sunday, i had spend almost a day with her.. 24 Nov is my special day and i wont let this day unhappy.. because its a good to me..
Saturday night we and my few friends went to the astro battle.. we watch the dance and the pop.. and she said her friend was join the competition and its amazing.. when we reach he at the stage performed.. hahaha... we enjoy the dance and also know few friends... after we watch we eat at jalan petaling.. after that we going home. after i back home i not sleep until 4 am.. because i rushing make the stars for her.. and i wrote my feeling to her.. make her to be strong and do not get hurt with the relationship.. awhile i make the stars my eyes keep closing.. hahaha... finally i done with it and put 2 dian er for her.. which mean hope she have a good mans to love her and protect her.. i should want make 99 dian er but i cant make it.. because it take 5 mins to make one... so i no time to do this.. sorry about this.. 99 mean forever..
we morning go to church after church we had lunch at paradigm mall at chilli restaurant. hahaha.. i enjoy it and first i think why she not keep look at her phone and smsing wth him leh?? is it they have a problem? argue or already become single?? and i ask her and she said ntg lo... after we had our lunch we walk walk and not longer she feel want go for the motor show.. at PWTC, i willing to go with her again.. i already went there on Saturday.. hahaha... at the end we went to the PWTC.. in side i keep see her, she start pressing her phone.. and i go see her... hahha.. at first not her bf.. i feel... wow... now she have more friends... good... but i saw her phone that her bf name.. i feel sad... hahaha... she keep busying chat and press her phone... haiz.... after that night we having dinner with chee hong so we 3 having dinner and talk a lot.. we have fun and also chat with ch mum... his mum very friendly.. hehhee... we finish eat our dinner we going home.. on the way home we also have talk and i tell her about my feeling .. but i still have some cant tell her... i dont know why... but i just want to say i still love her... yes you have bf and i will protect you when you need it.. ^^ i also dont know why i do this... maybe i love you too much gua... some of my friends and my family member said to me you sot liao la... but i tell them you cant ajudted us like this.. not i kena use or play... is i ask her and she ask me so... so cant be i sot... hahhaa.... okay la... its already pass and we just a friend... i just wish her happy... ^^ i will always curi curi love you from behind...

Antonwinoto

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

back to write my feeling in this few weeks

4th Nov to 14 Nov i went to China for work with my Mother. We had safety back to Malaysia, Thanks God give us safe and smooth when we at China. I has learn a lot in ten days. i learn how to deal with the person, give them a great and have a basic of personal respect. i also train myself how to cool down my anger. example normally when people shout at me i will though he or she angry at me and so that i shout him or her back. most of them speak very laughs and no manner. because of their daily life and also normal to them. i had learn how to see the product and also see around to other factory. example we have gone thou the fan factory and we ask for the product and we also have to compare with other factory which is same model and different the price and also the value.
In my mind i want to be a small boss, which mean i want to try to take my own things to Malaysia and sell in local.. i had my own saving and i would try to make it more than what i have now. example i have 1k and i make it to 2k and slowly to make more model. first i told my mother my idea but my mother reply me better do not do this. if you want make this Panalux company become bigger and every year will get bonus.. but i replied a bonus just like a few month of the salary.. hahaha... my mind too greedy.. hahahaha!!! i rethink i shouldn't do this. because i do not have a experiences and i cant too greedy and think of myself.. however parent will let their son the best. so i will prove myself to get more marketing in this company..
after few days i back from China i had an idea to create a online shops. which is i sell my company product in the online such as facebook, blogs, and many more.. first my mother like agree with my idea.. but she told me must tell father and team with your brother to get know more a knowledge. At the end i share my idea with all which is my parent, my brother and my da sao. i just said online product he strait said NO! i feel sad and i reply him why? he said NO mean NO! and my brother speak to my father you should explain why you said NO. and my father still not give the reason. and i argue with him.. like this our company cant become bigger and our sales still the same.. second if we selling in the internet our company Panalux might people know it and also give our company advertising space! He just reply me now you are warehouse Leader so just make sure your warehouse keep clean make work normal.. i am sad and feel sad because of this.. haiz....
i feel i am not value in this company and i rethink i also not listen what my boss want me to do.. i always reject and argue with him... hahaha... because some of the reason i not respect him la.. hahaha... secret... ^^

Few days ago i saw her FB and she wrote she feel sad.. i feel what happen to her?? she not happy with her study? stress?? or her relationship have problem? or maybe she miss me?? hahaha this impossible.. because she not love me anymore.. by the way i just hope she happy and always pray to Jesus and Jesus will lead you to the true of the heaven way... HE will give you everything goods to You.. I will always pray for your study and your family and daily life...
I had shock that she sms me .. hahaha... its make me feel happy but i will remind it anton she just your friend... do not thing too much.. hahaha... by the way just hope she will happy... even thou she not mine... she happy i also will happy..

Anton Winoto

Thursday, November 14, 2013

love faith

When you really love Someone, you'd do everything for her.
Even if it is what you least enjoy doing, you'd still do it without complaint.
This love faith!

You cant lie to yourdself forever, you will have to face up to your feelings one day.
No one could resist temptations no matter how lofty his idealswere.
Anton winoto

Sunday, November 3, 2013

tomorrow

Few more hours i will fly to China.. i feel sad because leave malaysia... i gone to be a muture man... to see the world... need to be more responsible... anton jia you.. i will be the best for my work and my future... i will let my family and company see that my value is high.. ^^ lets the pass to be my lesson, today is janour and tomorrow is the future... this few days busy not update too much... some more i will less to write my blog... i will be the best... hope all my friend happy and healthy... especially her... hope she happy... and enjoy her life... pray more get more... less pray less bless... no pray no bless...

Antonwinoto