4th Nov to 14 Nov i went to China for work with my Mother. We had safety back to Malaysia, Thanks God give us safe and smooth when we at China. I has learn a lot in ten days. i learn how to deal with the person, give them a great and have a basic of personal respect. i also train myself how to cool down my anger. example normally when people shout at me i will though he or she angry at me and so that i shout him or her back. most of them speak very laughs and no manner. because of their daily life and also normal to them. i had learn how to see the product and also see around to other factory. example we have gone thou the fan factory and we ask for the product and we also have to compare with other factory which is same model and different the price and also the value.
In my mind i want to be a small boss, which mean i want to try to take my own things to Malaysia and sell in local.. i had my own saving and i would try to make it more than what i have now. example i have 1k and i make it to 2k and slowly to make more model. first i told my mother my idea but my mother reply me better do not do this. if you want make this Panalux company become bigger and every year will get bonus.. but i replied a bonus just like a few month of the salary.. hahaha... my mind too greedy.. hahahaha!!! i rethink i shouldn't do this. because i do not have a experiences and i cant too greedy and think of myself.. however parent will let their son the best. so i will prove myself to get more marketing in this company..
after few days i back from China i had an idea to create a online shops. which is i sell my company product in the online such as facebook, blogs, and many more.. first my mother like agree with my idea.. but she told me must tell father and team with your brother to get know more a knowledge. At the end i share my idea with all which is my parent, my brother and my da sao. i just said online product he strait said NO! i feel sad and i reply him why? he said NO mean NO! and my brother speak to my father you should explain why you said NO. and my father still not give the reason. and i argue with him.. like this our company cant become bigger and our sales still the same.. second if we selling in the internet our company Panalux might people know it and also give our company advertising space! He just reply me now you are warehouse Leader so just make sure your warehouse keep clean make work normal.. i am sad and feel sad because of this.. haiz....
i feel i am not value in this company and i rethink i also not listen what my boss want me to do.. i always reject and argue with him... hahaha... because some of the reason i not respect him la.. hahaha... secret... ^^
Few days ago i saw her FB and she wrote she feel sad.. i feel what happen to her?? she not happy with her study? stress?? or her relationship have problem? or maybe she miss me?? hahaha this impossible.. because she not love me anymore.. by the way i just hope she happy and always pray to Jesus and Jesus will lead you to the true of the heaven way... HE will give you everything goods to You.. I will always pray for your study and your family and daily life...
I had shock that she sms me .. hahaha... its make me feel happy but i will remind it anton she just your friend... do not thing too much.. hahaha... by the way just hope she will happy... even thou she not mine... she happy i also will happy..