Tuesday, October 29, 2013

back to blogs.

almost a week i do not write my blog... hahaha... maybe i am busy do my things and work... btw last week i went to setia walk with my family and my other church friends and pastor... we enjoy that time because celebrate my Marsha come to Malaysia and my sister and brother in law... we finish eat and i go pay for the bill.. my friend is the owner of the shop... call agape... its a western food and its nice... when i call for the bill.. my friend ask me she is malaysian?? and i reply yes she is malaysian... and then she said your gf pretty... and i replied her that she not my gf and she is my ex... wow... this first time i say like this.... btw its pass let it go... now what we have we need to go through.. as the people said pass is our history and pelajaran, now is our live and the future is our mission....
now a days i still headache about my staff... i treat them as a close friend, when they need help i always help them... now i feel that they step over me... and i want to change about it... i am a leader so i cant agree what they want me to do... which mean i call them do they must do it.... if not i will scold them badly... hahaha... i want to be a fierce man already... now 1 of nepal staff dont dare to talk with me and ask me... bcs last week i scold him so loud bcs of they both doing sirim which is sticker to the product... and i count they miss some of the sticker sirim.. i scold them and they thought i am playing a round.. so i shout to him... i am seriously... do not laugh... and he use their languages and look around... i feel that he scold me.. i more angry and shout talk malay la... hahaha... after that time finish time to go home... i call him and he dont bother me... i damn angry and i scold him ci bai.. hahaha... what kind of the staff is this... i told my dad about it... and my dad told me next time lock the door and dont let him go back and explain to him what he want... haiz... headache...
now counting going to China.. heard from mum the weather very cool... i say i wear blazzer lo... hahaha.. this time can show my handsome... hahaha... thing too much... work must be serious... my parent keep play me that dont go china and come back dont bring a girlfriend wor... hahaha... i told myself i do not want to get into relationship first... i want to concentrate in my job first... when i can take care of myself and i have own kejayaan i will think to have a relationship... now for me i just want my family... and now i love Marsha... ^^ hahaha... next year will have one more.. yay... i feel i am old already... hahaha... now i want to spend with my parent first... and enjoy my single time.. ^^
time pass very fast my sis, brother in law and marsha already back to indonesia... so sad... our house feel quite.. hahaha.... nvm next year they will come again.. ^^
okay la.. wanted to sleep... always sleep at night not good...

God Bless you all and God With YOu...

Anton WInoto

Saturday, October 26, 2013

做人

做人别太装,早晚要受伤;
做人别太滑,迟早要挨砸;
做人别太坏,迟早要被踹;
做人别揭短,迟早被人铲;
做人别太奸,都有一片天;
做人别怕苦,早晚会幸福;
做人别贪财,钞票把你埋;
做人别怕挫,看看他和我;
做人别太傻,早晚被人耍;
做人别滥情,爱一个就行。

 不要那么轻易说永远,这人世间没有永远的事。
所以要活在当下,珍惜现在。

Friday, October 25, 2013

为什么我会这么不能自拔地愛上她甚至连她做了一些让我不高兴的事我还是不忍心对她脾气。这就是愛呀。
不是说过,会义无反顾地去愛她。不顾她的一切。
有时候嘴巴说不在意,但是当我面对的时候原来不是这样的。我想我还不够了解她吧。
记得,要对彼此有信心。只要一旦有疑惑,那就不是愛。

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Life nowadays

Life nowadays

Everyone do their best in their relationship, friendship and Families.

Although some might not, But I've tired my best, even there have some problems sometimes, But I always thought people will be appreciate what I did.


I can be jokes in front of you, I can be maid or even an angel for you.

But Don't take me for granted.  I respect anyone who respect me. I love anyone who love me.

But I know in some kind of relationship, The longer you stay, the faded it will be.
I told many guys " never stop chasing a girl" even she had belongs to you.
No doubt, in this world, there a lots of girls being sacrificed for guys.... which i do believe

As a girl, I will sacrificed for you as well, but I realized The more I sacrificed for you, the more you take me for granted. Don't ever try to do that.  


Just to remind you, once I turn away, I will never come back.
Even though I will regret, Even I think about you sometimes, But I know what I want. I choose to live better or happier. People always says that It's hard to continue chasing but It's harder to give up.

Monday, October 21, 2013

Tuesday 22/10/2013

God afternoon, i just had my lunch... Now i feel very full... Hehehe... Yesterday busy with my work so not post my daily status... My sister came Malaysian and we very happy... Can see my Marsha... Hehehe... Sunday when they reach here and i open the door and i want hug her... Only for a sec Marsha start crying... Omg... She forget me already... Sad lor... Or now she know people already so she choose... Hehehe... Btw i happy she come and also can see my sis and sister in law... At night we went to friends wedding... Its in the sime darby mont kiara... Its very high class and there a lot rich people... Hahaha... I feel like i am a poor man in that area... They sure have thier college or uni certs... And i am just a high school... Hahaha... Btw nvm... I still act to be rich man... Hahaha.... Its really see a lot lenglui and lengzai there... And i see one girl which is last year my sister invite her to perform in my sister wedding... My friends invited her come to perform her viola, a lot type of music.. Total around 20 songs and they paid her rm 2500 wow... Including air ticket for 3 and the hotel... Wow... Its amazing... We also took a lot pic... Which is very cute... Hehehe... In my instagram... Name is antonwinoto90 ^^... At that night i eat a lot but not finish we go home first bcs of marsha crying and we also tired... When in the car i feel hungry so me and my sister in law go da bao food... Hahaha... My mum say you all not go for the party? We said got but still not enough... Hahaha.... We eat wan tan mee and kuew diao....
The next day monday, i have to do a lot work... Bcs of the staff not come 2 nepal... Haiz... They said want ot but every time mc only... Apa la mereka... So my bro call the boss and ask the boss to settle... Hehehe...  Now every staff very mafan... I alsow ant to hire some staff can be trust and do good work...
Today also a busy day... Need to open the container... One of my staf mc and open by own lor... Lucky big item... Hehe... Total 28 pallets...
Ok... I go star work de....
God bless you all...

Anton Winoto

Saturday, October 19, 2013

Sunday

today morning i wake up late... hahaha... she call me only i woke up... maybe i too tired for this week... average sleep only 4-6 hours a day... really make me tired and i feel want get sleep for 24 hours... hahaha... some more i go sunway very jam because of they have an event of maraton running... haiyo... but never mind we can reach there before 1115... but we miss the prayer... today the Church told us that we need to prayer more.. and we need to pray for all things...
after church we 3 go for lunch and my sister call me for a lunch but i already eating half way... so after my lunch i send them and i go back home see my sis and my marsha... wooo.. ^^

Antonwinoto

Saturday

Busy day and tired day... Some more unlucky day.... Busy is bcs this week work too much and my staff 1 mc and less worker and need to do by own and i feel wan die already... But i still alive... Hehehe... Tdy going out 45 pallets of item to the shops and all do it in the nice way.. Lucky my staff got help me tdy... And my brother too... Weeehuuu... And night i went to disney mickey mouse musical magic... Its quite funny but not so good for me... I prefer last year the shrek... More active and more adault... Aftert hat want go back home.. My car out of sudden stop... Omg... I was pek jek lor... Haiz... I thought i can reach home at 12 but its seem like cant at all... I call my brother friend and he told me this and that i try still cant work... My bro also help me do this and that also cant... Finally i do it myself and the problem is the key there.... Haiz... Sudah lecek... So need to hold it only can start the engiene.... My brother come and i wait him come and we go back together... Haiz... I feel having car also burn money... Meed go fix again... Inara... This months i also bo lui... Amd next month salary gone... Bcs spend too much... Need to control already.... Okay la too tired de... Now almost 3 need sleep. Tmr need go church... Good night all... Jesus love you...

Antonwinoto

Thursday, October 17, 2013

hari terkejut

Remember that u have said ny dog dou dou lost? Already a week and today morninfg out of sudden he brake and my mum and da sao go down see its dou dou! Wah!!!! Doudou is back! Amazing dog... one week dont know go wjere... my da sao go give dou dou foods and doudou eat a lot... and come to my room and sleep beside me... hahahaha! Dou dou looks thin and feel tired lor... and sleep for awhile i need go out for work de... and dou dou go garden... thanks God doudou come back safely...

Amazing today!!! Hahaha

Anton Winoto

busy day

This week a busy day... i hope that i can tahan with my work now... Jesus give me strength to through this... and i give me intelligent to manage my worker and the warehouse... i need to be strong and learn more with my dad and mum and my brother... now i already 23 going to 24... need to be mature anton... as i said want go America next year... so come on do the best and save more money... ^^ now i am counting down my day to China... which left 19 days need to say bye with Malaysia.. and welcome to China... ^^ hehehe... feel happy and miss here...
do not know at there how leh?? hahaha... is it busy everyday? or more relax? i also dont know.. just move it on... learn more and do better and dont learn bad lor...
now i headache is my ticket Mickey Mouse VIP which is this Saturday for 2 heads. this ticket should be she and me... but now she reject to watch with me... so what to do with this ne?? i want go that function... last year i went to SHREK the Musical... its nice... hahaha... i enjoy it...
okay lah now too late de.. want to sleep... tomorrow need to back for work....

Anton Winoto

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

我这次真的输了

我第一次对一个女人上到很深,真的对感情受到伤害。
过了这么久我还会默默地想念她,有时想要哭。
真的很难受,我也不知道这么办。
以前我的梦想很大,帮父母的公司。然后又多余的钱开一家饭店或CAFE给她做老板娘,真的很大。那时我有那么的信心会做到。
但现在我没有什么目标,一片空白。我真的很想让我的不予开的伤心拿掉。真的很累,有很怕。
我想和她在挽回但是我很怕她会离开我,而现在她有另一个他我反而很妒忌;如果现在去追她我有怕被拒绝,而现在她有男友了我不想当第三者。但我觉得我不适合她。真的我不知道我想这么办。但我一想念她时我会哭和想她。
我想我要变自己跟长大,我要过的开心。笑笑。

王德秀上。

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

我还记得我们认识的第一天,真的很奇妙。我觉得她是很可爱的女生,很像小孩子。她是对自己有很大的梦和对学业很理想和很会笑的女孩,她的笑容很让人开心。她平明的对事业,我喜欢她的一切。真的她是个很好的女子,谁当她的老公是很幸福的。我只会祈祷让她永远快乐和健康。我会永远的默默地爱她。

王德秀上。

Monday, October 14, 2013

回想

我真的很想以前的生活和她,我觉得我很开心和新福的男人。我真的好想你对我的爱和关心,真的很甜蜜。我真的想要会去那时代。如果能从新再来我会一辈子保护你爱你疼你!已没有你我的人生没有那个力量。以前我的梦很大,现在我没有那个力量去完整。现在想一个人简单的生活吧。没有木票和路,当我失去爱情真的像明天是世界末日。haiz。。。

王德秀上

Night go around

Monday nights, went with friend go around and drink... Beacuse tmr is tuesday which is public holiday... First of all we went eat bai kut teh, after that we meet with friend at ss15 AC... At first i also blur want bring her go or not leh? Bcs she not my gf anymore... But since tmr holiday and if she free can go along lor... I am also scare that her bf argue with her... I feel like i am bad... But at the end i ask her and she said okay lor... But i know spshe like kena force go lor... Haiz.... At first we went AC and we have a lot topic... After that we next go giza... We go around and sit in house and drink and i see why she less use phone leh... Is it argue de? I ask her are you okay? Sue replied yeah i am okay... But i know the answer not okay, bcs of i ask at a lot ppl...  I might be a bad person... Bcs i still ask her to go out and until so late... Bcs of she already have bf... As i am in her bf position i also get jealous and angry... Haiz... I might still have feeling to her... But i know she only have him no me... Haiz... Maybe hats good that she forget me... Bcs i cant give her a happiness... Bcs now i think that when we both together last time... We nothing to talk... Just sms like caring such good morning, good night, eat liao ma? How are you? Doing what? Hehe? And haha? Haiz... I feel like we noth nothing much... Maybe we not open to each other bah... Or i do not have big knowlegde to share to her lor... When we meet we always argue... And when we argue we both want win so end up not good... Yes, now she have him... He have a good look than me... More intiligent... More talk to her... And also love her... I feel i am jealous with this... Bcs i feel she is the best gf that i had and she will care about my feeling and know me... The most importand she wont betray me... But i cant hold her hand and i let her go... Yes she now at other guys hand and i hope you will happy... Bcs i am not a good man... To be honest... I am not suite you... I will slowly leave you... And wish you happy... Bcs i am really bad guy, and not good for you... I last time let you go bcs of i do not have confident to let you happy... Bcs i am still cant take care of myself and i am selfish person... But i am really sorry that hurt you so deep... Make you sad, make you no safety, and make your studies become bad mark.... To be honest... Bcs of something that i done i cant face you last time... Seriously... I cant tell here... Bcs its a secret... But i know you cant forgive me of this... And i know that i wont have you back... To be honest last time we chat in whatsapp when i at jb and you send me that is it we can get back? I wanted to get back to you... I want to protect you forever... But since that i know u have bf my heart broken... I am also sad... I try to get u back but u reject me... I cant accept bcs on aug u asked me is it we can get back? This make me more love you and got chance to be with you... But end up i know that you already have bf and end up you reject me so deeply... Yes i am sad and hurt... But i still love you... But i cant be the thirt person.. Seriously... I just want you to be happy with what you choose and what you have make the way... Seriously i will bless you... Thanks so much that you have a big dream which that youw ant go sg work... Yes its a good income... But i scare you will get tired and sick... When i heart that i feel want ask you to live in kl.... But now i cant ask you to leave bcs i a, not your important person... Haiz.... I am really make you changes... Yeah as u said you become mature... But i feel last time you more good and cute... Now you likes so different... I likes your friendlyness and kind heart... As i know you with all friends are good... I feel you are a wonderfull girl and happy girl... Until i hurts you, you are changes... Yes changes are good, but must see change to be good or bad... For now yes i still cant forget you and i know your heart cant to be love me anymore... As words have said when you hurt someone once deeply its will stick it.... Cant to be forget... Haiz... I also regret what i have done and i had spoken to you... Haiz... I hope you understand me and forgive me what i have hurt you.... Btw Jesus love you and Jesus with you always...
I want sleep de... Good nights....

Anton Winoto

Sunday, October 13, 2013

monday

Its a monday... feel monday not good bcs of first day of the week,feel need to work for few more days... until saturday is relax day... hahaha...
Yesterday i and her went to kelana jaya stadium for Maria day... we go there and huge of people there... i feel its amazing... a lot different country and races... i sit on top and behind... first we stand not longer the usher take the chair and give to us so we can sit.. hehehe... around 1 something only finish... my stomach feel emtpy and sound come out... which mean i hungry... hahaha... so we went to publika for our lunch.. we use map to go there... i first time went there and its really high class and looks great... wheb we park our car there and we go down we saw one of the singapore arties... wow! He drove nissan latio!Hahaha! We both eat like fine dinning... its great bcs the shop is selling shirt and foods... good idea... its quite expensive and nice... but i seem like not suite eat western foods... bcs of the wei dao bah... after that we shop at publika and she said no shirt to shopand then we go kl... h&m shops... wow! We in there almost 2 hours... really, girl shops really very long... go up and down and up again and go down again... haha... long time no go shop like this... i feel tired... hahaha! Guys accompany girls shop make guys leg pain... hahaha! But i enjoy that day... ^^ after that we went to setia walk for a dinner... western food again... hahaha! So shuang.... but really tired and drink alchol...
13/10/2013
Anton Winoto

Saturday, October 12, 2013

好的

​第一句】被恨的人没有痛苦, 恨人的人却终将遍体鳞伤, 所以,绝不去恨人。

【第二句】缘分是本书, 翻得不经意会错过, 读得太认真会流泪。

【第三句】不同傻子争辩, 否则就搞不清谁是傻子了。

【第四句】学历是铜牌, 能力是银牌, 人脉是金牌, 思维是王牌。

【第五句】成功的人不是赢在起点, 而是赢在转折点。

【第六句】钱有两种:花掉的是钱, 是财产; 没花掉的是“纸”, 是遗产。

【第七句】长得那么美那么帅气, 自己却不知道, 这就是气质; 那么有钱那么有才华, 别人却不知道, 这就是修养。

【第八句】把脾气拿出来, 那叫本能; 把脾气压下去, 那叫本事。

【第九句】简单的事重复做, 你就是专家; 重复的事用心做, 你就是赢家。

【第十句】管好自的嘴, 讲话不要图一时痛快' 信口开河, “良言一句三冬暖, 伤人一语六月寒”, 说话要用脑子, 敏事慎言, 话多无益, 不扬人恶, 自然就能化敌为友。

【第十一句】没有爱的生活就象一片荒漠, 赠人玫瑰, 手有余香, 要“学会爱别人其实就是爱自己”, 让爱如同午后阳光温暖每个人的心房。

【第十二句】多去理解尊重别人, 常怀宽容感激之心, 宽容是一种美德是一种智慧, 海纳百川是多么广阔, 感激你的朋友, 是他们给了你帮助;感激你的敌人, 是他们让你变的坚强。

【第十三句】这个世界, 有两件事我们不能不做:一是赶路, 二是停下来看看自己是否拥有一份好心态, 好心态是一生的好伴侣, 让人愉悦健康。

【第十四句】人情, 人情, 人之常情, 要乐善好施, 长于交往, “平时不烧香, 急时抱佛脚”是行不通的, 所以, “人的情绪要储存”, 就象银行存款, 存的越多, 时间越长, 红利就越大。

【第十五句】遇事不要急躁。不要急于下结论, 尤其生气时不要做决断, 要学会换位思考, 大事化小、小事化了, 把复杂的事情尽量简单处理, 千万不要把简单的事情复杂化。

【第十六句】学会知足, 人生最大的烦恼是从最没有意义的比较开始, 这世界总有不如你的人, 也总有比你强的人, 当我哭泣我没有鞋子穿的时候, 我发现有人却没有了脚。

【第十七句】如果敌人让你生气, 那说明你还没有胜他的把握, 根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁?如果有一条疯狗咬了你一口, 难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗?不要太在乎别人的咒骂。

【第十八句】别把工作当负担, 与其生气埋怨, 不如积极快乐的去面对, 当你把工作当作生活和艺术, 你就会享受到工作的乐趣。

【第十九句】人活着一天, 就是有福气, 就应该珍惜, 人生短短几十年, 不要给自己留下更多的遗憾, 日出东海落西山, 愁也一天, 喜也一天; 遇事不钻牛角尖, 人也舒坦, 心也舒坦。
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Friday, October 11, 2013

星期六

今天开店我迟到了,哈哈哈!八分钟的迟到。下次要早一点。
今天是第三天我我豆豆不见了,全家人担心。我一开始没那么担心因为我的豆豆是会回来的,但到今天它还没回家真让我担心。那只狗是我和她的宠物,而现在不见了。不知不觉养了两年了。以前,当她来我家她会帮豆豆找kutu。哈哈哈!或许我和她真的完了。我真的希望豆豆不见不会被mpsj抓去。豆豆是我们家的宝,每次会到我或我爸妈房睡。很新福的豆豆,现在而不见了。
这几天真的发生很多事。我公司,工厂的货少。难道我还做得不好?这么办?谁来叫我呢?我真的要更上一晨露。多看书,多问人吧。加油德秀。
王德秀上

Thursday, October 10, 2013

Thursday 10/10/2013

Its a thursday, yeah working day... Back to work... For now i feel i am back to normal.. I am think think that should be over for me.. Yes i have a reason why i do this to you... Not the religion is my main... Bcs i want to get into a marry so as a man need to have own way and make the future women to obay, respect and support me.. As i see this, i might miss out a good women and strong women for me... But now i am relieze that we two are different... Yes i might a bit old fasion... But i will follow my Jesus the true the way HE lead me... I believe that HE give me the best... Yes i might turn a bit for my naughty men... But i will try to be straight... ^^ be happy and be strong... Today work day, a lot of sweatness.. Hahaha... And today i buy the ticket to China... Which is next month... Its really fast... Now almost mid of the month... I am get ready to fly... Counting down my day in malaysia... Hehehe... Get into new life... I hope in there i will get more muture and be stronger than now what i have... I wan to have a future brightness to Jesus and my life... Yes pass i waste a lot time to not good thing i put on... Now i want read bible and pray to Jesus... I want comunication with Jesus.. Want him to be my lover... So what things i want to share with HIM... I want to have love from HIM... Its a joyfull and great... ^^ just want to tell you all who get Jesus love its really enjoy and happiness... To be honess... U can laught until u cant stop... And might cry until you forgive the hateness to the persont hat you hated... I get it before... So believe in Jesus... HE is the way to the heaven!
Jesus love you and Jesus with you...
Good night...

Anton winoto

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

生病

昨晚觉得不舒服,今天真的生病了。生病的感觉很难受,真的很讨厌这样的感受。昨天,我看了朋友们的facebook。我觉得他们变了很多,而我还在落后。我觉得自己一个人,不像别人一样。或许我还是小孩吧,但我觉得我做对自己是好的。因为我不吸烟,喝是刚吧了。但现在我下定决心不要喝了。因为我要对神的陈诺和要让自己的身体健康。现在我八十五公斤。很开心,但我还要变70公斤。加油德秀。

王德秀上。

Sunday, October 6, 2013

长大了

我真的大开眼界,她真的变得很多。让我觉得放心,我觉得我分也对她跟程长。她都独立了,又有很大的梦!让我下一条,真的让我觉得我还是很弱后的。没关系,我会努力加倍的学会很多东西。
今天,我下午打羽球时。有一位年轻男人厉害,我真的想比一比。但我没一比一而我们二比二的🆚。到都来我赢。呵呵呵。打玩以后,我才知道他是读飞机师。让我觉得我没什么好,他比我小但他的智慧比我多。让我很羡慕,但我相信我依靠上帝耶稣。我不怕,因为他是为我们很好!

今天我真的很开心因为她变的很独立,我觉的很放心。我真的要和她多学习。
好了,我要睡了。 晚安。

王德秀上

Saturday, October 5, 2013

Exora

Today my exora number come out first price!!! Last week my exora kena bang by motor.. Wanted to buy for a week... But i think nt easy to kena...t hem i let it pass... Hahhaa... Saturday night my friend told me come out wor!!! Wtf!!! If rm 1 big and rm 1 small get rm 6k! I can buy a lot!!!haiz... When i buy no kena when not buy come out...sad case... Okay la tmr need to go church... Needd sleep... See you tmr... And good night...
Anton Winoto

Thursday, October 3, 2013

Special number

Last week i wanted to plan buy 2411... I waiting for this number come in 4D! Hahaha! But i not buy lar... I feel wan to buy... Last sat come out box 2411 which is 1241 in special! Omg... A bit more... And this wed come out 1241 in second price... Omg... Abit more 2411! This number i will like and remember forever... Meaningful to me... ^^ i hope before Dec will come out 2411,
AntonWinoto

Genting

I went to genting for 2 days one night... A bit tired of went with my mum friends... Total 5 of us go genting and i drove the car... When we reach we go sleep and night we go casino.. Hahaha! My old time back!!! My dad call me and give me rm 300 for play... He said if you win we half half and lose no need pay him back... I thought i am du sheng! Hahaha!!! Thats dream lor... First i won 185 and at last lose all... Hahaha... Its k... Dont bother... I told my dad and i lose... Hahaha! My mum scold me lor... Go play lor... Lose lor... And i said for fun ma... Long time play once... Hehehe... That night my mum's friend try play slot... And suddenly she got big win rm 300 which she put in rm 20 only... After that she feel happy and i told her jom we go back... Your room tonights free... But she feel dont wan to go and thought can up to rm 1000... At the end she won 180 then go back to hotel sleep... When we go back to hotel, we meed to wait so long bcs she use wheel chair and the escalator already off and we call the person in charce to switch on it and only we can go down to first world... Hahaha!!! Reach room at 2:30 then i go back straight sleep... Tired...
The next day wake up at 9 but i still sleepy until 9:35 only go bathe and prepare... Hahaha... Then we meet them and eat breakfast... After that the auntie still want to go for the casino.. I said in my hearth shit! Need to carry her again... Hahaha... Bcs she have big body and i need to carry her to old casino... Haiz... At the end she lose all lor... She told us gamble not good... Tipu de... Hahaha! When she won she said wah win want get more... When she lose she said cheated... Hahaha!!! Funny lor... Haiz today really tired... Need to send them to kl hotel.. Now very tired already... Need sleep... Good night...
Anton Winoto

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

结婚和谈恋爱

结婚和谈恋爱其实是两个概念。因为一旦结婚之后就是要有责任心。谈恋爱可能就是男女之间有的时候吵架一下,就是有的人他扛不下住压力他就会退出。但是我认为婚姻还是一纸𠄘诺,就是一定要从斗走到尾。
百分百的恋情,其实就是责任跟信任。就是你在做着自己的事,不用担心他在干吗。你相信他是你心中的唯一,你也是他心中的唯一。而责任是,责任有肩膀在去扛这感情。哭的时候和天的时候都能一起走过去。

Busy day of work..

Today i wake up at 6:40 and 7 go work... Morning i went to mydin take check and bank in check... This few days i feel tired... Really feel tired... Have to stress in work, house and something pass ago... Haiz... But today i feel happy that i relaize that i listen song i feel happy and i want to start work hard for my future... So need to banting badan... ^^
Last week dont know why got 3 unknown number call me some more is from jb de... 07- hahaha!!! Think too much!! And other 2 is handphone... They ask me is it hui ming? Hahaha! Funny lor... Haiz... Dont care lar...
Today i work frm 7-930 pm damn tired... Bcs of container need to open and i need to place it into the blank place... Finally finish and we go home...  Hahhaa! Reach home i go see her instal and i saw one of the pic is in the genting... I think she went with her bf... Hahaha!!! Thats good... She enjoy in that trips... Yes i feel hurt and jealous when i see the pic... But its okay... Ntg for me... Normal de...
This few days ago i have a lot problem and i am still get headache and i feel that i am weak... But i pray to God help me... I still have my own way to different it.. Means when i work i will throw away other thing... After work only think other things... Thanks God make my mind fresh... Yes i still miss her... But i will try to change my mind that we are friend... Do not be the thirth ppl...
Tmr my mum friend come frm penang she frm indonesian and come here to penang for hospital check up... Tmr she come kl to visit us... So tmr need to go genting... Need to drive... ^^ holiday.... Hehehe...
I tired de... Need sleep... Good night... Have a nice dream...
Anton Winoto.