我的心真的很痛

我发现他真的爱另一个人了。她都骗我，他的他来了。我看到很心痛！为设么哪？难道我还爱他？或妒嫉？或不甘愿哪？我真的很傻。都很久了，他也应该有喜欢的人了吧。我是还是想不通为设么会这样对我呢？难道我对你不好？或你没爱过我？或对我没感觉？真的这次我伤到很痛。算了吧德秀女人要的是安全感和爱他多的。女人不会而你去放弃别的人。我还是去新的生活吧。会过得比较好和快乐，不要傻傻的真爱一个人。别浪非金和真情在女人身上！
我还是不爽如他真的比我跟好么？他也不是合您一样宗教！或他比我有钱？
Haiz... I feel that really fool by her... I also dont know what happen right now? Is it nw she repect him and not sms to me when he with her? Then last time when u with me u keep sms with him! I feel that u really change and i do not know you.... And from here i can say that you really play me? Use me? Am i said correct or wrong ne? Haiz..... I just feel like i am a foolish man in the world... Haiz.... Really want know about this only i can over this relation!
Can i have choice to forget the hurt? I am really hurt... I am seriously,... I wan feeling that i want to die.... No mood to sleep, no mood to wake up.... All like no one in the world... Who can revive me? Who can bring me to the happiness world? I hope that i do not have my pass relationship! I am really get hurt very deeply!!! What should i do?? Who can tell me?

Antonwinoto!